The energy be right.
The way he looks at you, how he talks to you, how he doesn't look at you in the eye too long when he talks to you.
The vibe is just right. The eye contact is different.
Everything, every interaction with him has energy.
And when y'all not feeling each other? Shit dead.
You just saying words and looking at him for nonverbal cues.
Like, you asked a question so you just looking to see if that dude nodded, and vice versa.
He's talking to you like he talks to his homies. He only looking at you in your eye because he respects you and got "love" for you.
He couldn't imagine another man being with you so he does what he need to do to take care of you. Makes you smile and fills your days with happiness but that connection?!
That energy that made y'all stand taller when the other walked in the room?! That shit is dead.
So, what are you going to do? What's the next move?
I mean, you're in love. Still in love... you miss the energy tho.
Can you live without the energy?
The lack of energy makes the days seem long and hard.
The magic is motivation. However, it's not on him to infuse you of the magic and it's not his fault that you lost your majestic side when you got your feelings hurt.
Everything is a choice.
Forgiving and staying in the relationship was a choice and with that choice something in you died. When it died, you lost your spark and just realized that you've assigned that energy to him but it wasn't his to maintain. You are yours; only to share that vibe with him.
That energy y'all had together is the CONNECTION of 2 energies. You've been assuming that you two would spark again but you lost yours and it shows on your physical appearance the most.
You're fat as shit.
You ate the damn energy.
You're not attracted to yourself.
You don't feel the spark you used to have when you would look in the mirror.
To be clear, you have NEVER been skinny. Always bigger than the average but there was a point where you were confident. This is well beyond that point.
Self reflection is always needed... You have work to do. Get your spark back and maybe he will feel the energy and maybe he won't. You can't call it.
The goal is for you to get yourself back to a place where YOU feel strong and confident.
The goal is to get your vibe back.
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