Biggest Fear

After all the times I thought I had it and looked around and it was gone.  

How could I have been so foolish to believe that we belonged?  

There were times I sat and doubted that you could ever do me wrong.  

How could you ever love me when all you did was tell lies?  

You said you would stay forever and never say good-bye. 

And I thought that you would never leave me so I held on tight. 

I assumed I was strong enough but I wasn't so I lost the fight. 

I would never want you back or for you to even care.  

But how could you love and leave me knowing that was my biggest fear?  

SO, now I have to find away to bring my old life back. 

If you can't help with anything else please tell me how can I do that?