My Creation

The love I had for you just vanished in the days.  
Because the love I had was created in the many different ways. 

 
You were supposed to be a shield keeping away the arrows of pain.  
Something like an umbrella to make sure I didn't get wet from the endless rain.  

But the shield was broken and how funny; the umbrella had a hole.  
All the arrows began coming faster, harder than before. Then rain came and never stopped, what is happening to my soul?

In my mind you were a box special just for my hearts sake.  
But like the shield and the umbrella, the special box had a defect.  

somewhere between then and now we lost one another's respect.  

I never meant to create you in my mind as something you could never be.  
How could I have known my own creation would find pleasure in deceiving me?

No one to blame for your failure or even for my own.  
I never got to display my creation to others, my imaginary master piece was never shown.  

There are no apologies coming from me, I will never be sorry.  
I just regret thinking there was someone who believed they were created just for me.