Confusion or Pain?

Caribbean Noir by G. Newton V. Chance

As I stare into space with no expression on my face...
Is it you that I see or just how I want you to be?

 
In my bed I lay and cry with no good reason as to why. 
Is this confusion or pain that I feel?  Is my life really real?  

I get no answers cause no one knows but that is no reason to let life go.  

This may not apply but I was given advice.  
Read it carefully with your heart, make sure you read it twice!  

If you let someone go but they return, they will be yours forever. 

But if you let them go and they don't return, yours?  They were never...

Take your confusion and pain and go find something better.