Some conversations you can't have with the shallow minded. Sometimes we need someone who will go to the deepest end of exploration to follow the unbeaten path of our thoughts. Sometimes this journey takes us exactly where we need to be and other times it just sets us up for further exploration.
My morning has been emotional and I immediately recognized what I would have done in the past when life takes an emotional turn, but not today.
Today, I heard the voice of the person I'm praying to manifest. Today, I actually listened to her. She told me to hush...She said it gently. She eased me away from a reactive situation with care. She is nurturing and supportive while guiding me though all of these emotions. She is the energy I have been looking forward to honing for so long. I haven't fully arrived as her yet, but I am indeed growing.
The me that I am outgrowing though?
She is having a full fucking tantrum.
I'm so over this piece of myself.
I wish I could just let this piece of me go and allow myself to grow into who I am drawn to be,
We both keep hanging on to one another though. It's time we both let go because what is clear, is that all parts of me want the absolute best for my ultimate self.
SO, while this part of the growing process is the painful part, I accept the responsibility of becoming who I am called to be. It's time.
SO, while this part of the growing process is the painful part, I accept the responsibility of becoming who I am called to be. It's time.
I've outgrown this section of my journey and it is time to embrace the life that my soul yearns for. That's the human experience I want to live out. I want to live the life that will keep my soul alive and that can't happen if I am not allowing my ultimate self to take lead on the remainder of this journey.
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