Side Chick Blues

It's funny how things change without being known.  

It makes me wonder what else will change because how I feel for you has grown.  

I am scared or even confused about what to do.  

It's crazy, yes I know, but I'm falling in love with you.  

I want to catch myself because of this I'd never dream.  

This fall as been the longest and the mot painful thing for me. 

Even though we are "friends" and I have access to you every single day.  

I now want things to be deeper, I want things my way.  

I love you & I miss you, but then again I don't.  

Anything you ask of me I will do for you, but then again I won't.  

It's funny how things changed as crazy as they were to me.  

I still want them back and I cry everyday but I know I will stop eventually.

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