I recall when we first parted ways; there wasn't a day that I didn't cry.
Even though you told people around town a thousand times, till this day I still don't understand why.
Even though you told people around town a thousand times, till this day I still don't understand why.
Sometimes I wish that I could have the bond we shared once again.
However, no matter how much it hurts I understand that there must be a reason why it had to end.
However, no matter how much it hurts I understand that there must be a reason why it had to end.
I find myself often praying for you, just to make sure you're ok.
I always ask God to remind you of our love that silently passed away.
I always ask God to remind you of our love that silently passed away.
I lay in bed for hours trying to forget this unbearable pain.
I swear the more I try to forget, the more I go completely insane.
I swear the more I try to forget, the more I go completely insane.
Still as I lay in silence I try to trace my steps.
What did I do? What did I say? How could I forget?
What did I do? What did I say? How could I forget?
Looking back at what we shared, I didn't always have a smile
But, you must know that I never did you wrong. You were the parent, I am your child.
I guess what really hurt me is I never got to say goodbye.
Because every time I would start, I'd just break down and cry.
Because every time I would start, I'd just break down and cry.
Now I think I'm strong enough to say just how I feel, and I say what I mean straight from the heart - believe every word is real.
Time doesn't heal and you left me to grieve...
Alone, with no guardian. No parent to lead.
Everything I am you taught me to be,
Was being your child not enough for you to fight for a relationship with me?
I continuously reflect
I still paid an unforgettable price.
To lose you as a parent, not once but ultimately twice
To lose you as a parent, not once but ultimately twice
breaks my heart daily, every morning I open my eyes.
I am sure the moment you took your last breath that a piece of my soul died.
All I ever wanted to do was make you proud. Instead, I lost my best friend.
Everything feels weird without you, I wish this wasn't the way it had to end.
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