Explore & Evolve

Artist | Luisa Gomez

Lately, I've been pushing my mental more.

Exploring new ideas. 
challenging old ideas.  
Testing my own theories and attempting to release anything that doesn't make sense.  
Detach from anything that doesn't feel good. We grow in good soil.
Don't let the world attempt to tell you otherwise, or the greatest robbery of all time will be of your joy.  
Joy awakens the soul.

We're all so concerned about the body that we tend to forget the soul.  Not only do we forget about it but most horrifically, we neglect it.

I have snapped out of that cycle.  It hasn't happened overnight, I've been deconstructing myself for over 10 years now.  
You see, in 2010 I was broken. 
My favorite line sung by Maxell is in Lifetime when he sang, "I was reborn when I was broken..."  
2010?  
I was broken!  I mean, I wouldn't believe.  

I sat in that hurt, I felt that pain cause I knew this was the only time I was going to feel this level of pain.
The Universe had other plans, 
2014????  
Chile, 2014 made 2010 feel like a cakewalk.  2010 broke me but 2014, 
BROKE. 
ME. 
DOWN!

10 years later and I'm so appreciative of being the recipient of THAT pain.  
I will never say never again because you never know what experience you need to shape you.

Guess I needed those times to be who I am today as well as my future self.
I am no one, with nothing to give you but love... Something like a Luther verse but still true.
I am becoming.
I am unbecoming.
The evolution will be written about and it is happening in real time.  
This is the way I decide to document my becoming & unbecoming.  

I will share pieces of me, but not all.  Some pieces have to stay with me because they are fragile.
It doesn't matter if they are fragile like glass or fragile like a grenade. 
The point is, I want me whole.
Whole to fully experience all that I will continue to witness on this journey of awareness and service.
I want to be aware of the importance of the service I provide.  
IN ALL MY WORKS.

Like I was saying, lately, I've been pushing my mental more.
Exploring myself.

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