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| Artist Unknown |
I've been trying to ignore that I lost not only a parent but my closest friend.
I've been trying to make peace with the loss and most days I am victorious. Lately though?
Lately, I just miss having tangible access to someone who loved me well before I separated from my mother's womb.
Lately, I've been yearning to be hugged by arms that held me well before my neck was strong enough to hold my head up.
Lately, I've wanted to have someone feel drawn to come see me because they haven't seen me.
I miss being missed in a way that nothing else is needed from me other than my company.
When was the last time someone called you and said, "I have errands to run today, come ride with me."?
I miss having someone feeling entitled to have a relationship with me because we share the same blood.
There was nothing I could do, I was my Daddy's little girl.
There was nowhere I could go, I knew with all certainty that there was someone who anticipated me. There was someone that adored me, there was someone that would not allow me to shut them out because I was a piece of them.
I miss the feeling of being someone's baby girl.
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