Freedom of Choice

Artist Unknown

I'm picking up on the pattern.

I've picked up on the pattern.
I can clearly see that there is a pattern, but why?  

What am I supposed to learn?  

I feel like it's staring me in the face and everything in me can see it but my mind.  
It feels like a piece of me sees it, a piece of me knows the lesson and has the answer but who I am is blocking who I AM.  I wish I could explain it better...

What I know is in me.  It's just, second-guessing became first nature.  Instead of the mental tussle I should allow to take place, I've let it go and let things flow...  That is not natural for me. 

I live in a constant state of thought.  

It's easy for me to figure things out because I pick myself apart and put myself back together and yet, I can't pinpoint the pattern.
Around this time of the year, I always get this feeling of introspection.  

Am I living the life I want to live or am I living the life I let happen?
Am I moving with intention and precision or am I just allowing the choices to be made for me?
We can't plan everything but power is in the freedom to choose.

What's my next decision?


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