Artwork by @eeni_edit
Happy New Year, World!
I am speaking you all into existence as readers 😉. Welcome to spending time with me!
In 2025, I hope to be consistent in sharing more stories and creative writing but tuhday? Today, I just want to offload and reset. Where will I begin...
2024 was a really good year.
I mean, it had its moments of disappointments but they were not overwhelming or should I say, nothing felt as overwhelming as times have felt since 2020. This year felt like one of recovery. Like I had time to repair the cracks in the foundation.
I feel like I have made peace with so many things that seem to naturally bother me. I will always have work to do in raising myself to be the best human being that I can be. A lot of that involves learning and I feel like I have opened myself back up to learning and having experiences that teach me.
Then there is the fact that I've identified my sources and with them the fear is to need them and become a burden and not a blessing.
Whatever that thought process is, I want to break it because it disrupts my natural calling as a giver. I can't be scared to give and left depleted. I don't want to fear anything, especially being a good person. I don't want to fear having a good heart.
So, no "new me" in this New Year. I love me but I do want to continue working on my mindset. I want to get to know myself better and get to know those that I have been blessed with. I want to live, I want to laugh, I want to see things and experience new things. I want to move forward with intention and flexibility for the bullshit. There is always the bullshit, isn't there? I want to be so in peace at every peak and valley.
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